even freaks need love

2005-12-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

sick of crying,

tired of trying,

yeah I'm smiling

but inside I'm dying...

2005-12-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

i'm not feeeling well

Mah computer not working properly again?!? Duh, I hate it!! (grRrrrr) Uhmmm... actually I don't feel like blogging today, I really no in the mood to type mah entry here, pero I'll try, anyway... I just woke up from mah not so0o well sleep, mah eyes still hurts, (magang-maga na ang mata ng chubaness lola nyoh... kaiiyak!!), o0opps, don't ask me why?! Read nyo na lang po iyong entry ko last night. Okay?!?

HaaAaaay... Parang walang kulay ang buhay ko. I'm totally out of mah mind, promise para akong praning/baliw (tulala), pakiramdam ko hindi nagfu-function ang body and brain ko today, oh no!! Ayoko ng ganito!!!

Okay, nothing has really happened because... I stayed at home the whole day, pupunta sana ako sa lamay ngayon kaya lang, parang di pa ako handa... siguro bukas na lang. Naka-chat ko nga pala si Donna, at saka ang mga fff friends ko knina, (thank you sa hugs* nyo guys), kahit papaano gumaan ang pakiramdam ko't napatawa ninyo ako. Oh by the way share ko nga pala sa'inyo iyong screenshot ni pums sa cam (tsktsk), she's sooo kulits tlaga!!!

KAKULITAN NI PUMS

ginagaya yata ni pums si ninoy (hahahaha)

antok na yata si pums (hahahaha)

ayan kinarir na pagmomodel (tsktsk)

sabog na si pums (hahahaha, tuma)

oh bkit sad?! hmm, namiss sguro si kal2x (haha, pis!!)

'wave' feeling miss universe ang lola ko (hahaha)

oh pums sumobra na sa emote (tsktsk)

puchiiiee cat daw (hahaha, kulits)

oh davah ang cute (hehehe)

ayaw paawat, mukhang uhaw na uhaw (hehehe)

rossiieeeee cchheeeek (tsktsk) love yah pums

Oo nga pala, I just wanna apologize to those blogs that I haven't visited for a long time, don't worry guyz, you'll hear from meh soon... so that's mah post for now... sorry kung medyo madrama... but thankz for reading it though.. to all who comment/tag here tnx guyz!! (love yah all) Ciao!!!

2005-12-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

malungkot ang pasko ko
I talked to Ate Gladys awhile ago (8:00pm, sa phone)

me : Hello ate Gladys Merry Christmas!!
ate gladys : sino to?!?
me : ate si aye po ito!!
ate gladys : oh ayeka nagulat nman ako sa'iyo, bakit ngayon ka lng ngparamdam?!?
me : busy po kasi eh!! (hehehehe)
me : oo nga pala ate, kamusta si nanay?!! (ate gladys mom)
me : hello, ate dyan ka pa po ba?!?
ate gladys : oo nandito pa ako...
me : oh bkit di na po kayo nagsalita?!?, pede ko po bang mkausap si nanay?!?
ate gladys : si mommy?!? Aye wala na si mommy eh... patay na si mommy...
me : hello, ano?!? (bigla ng pumatak luha ko),
me : ate anong wala na?!?, nagibiro ka po ba?!?
ate gladys : hindi...
me : ate nman wag nman po ganyan... (iyak na ako ng iyak)
ate gladys : di ako ngbibiro aye...
me : bakit ano pong ngyari?!? kelan pa po?!?
ate gladys : kahapon lng, di na nakayanan ni mommy iyong sakit nya eh
ate gladys : teka ha, tawagin ko lang si ewin... (my ex)

ewin : hello...
me : oiiii sabihin mo nga sa'akin na hindi totoo sinasabi ni ate?!?
ewin : oo totoo un wala na si mommy...
me : oh no!!! (iyak na ako ng iyak)
me : bakit di mo sa'akin sinabi?!?
ewin : wala na ako kasing celfon eh (umiiyak na din sya)
ewin : ayan baka di kna makahinga nyan, sige baba ko na ito kasi asikasuhin ko pa bisita... pupunta ka ba dito?!?
me : oo pupunta ako dyan bukas...

Tapos noon pumasok na ako ng room at iyak ako ng iyak, mamimiss ko si nanay, mahal ko iyon dahil hindi nya ako itinuring na iba, pakiramdam ko nawalan ako ng isang ina, (ang masakit) Bakit ganoon lahat ng taong mahal ko kinukuha nya sa'akin, Bakit si nanay pa?!? Bakit ngayong pasko pa?!? Bakit?!?! crying...

2005-12-23T15:23:00.000-08:00

bo0oring, bo0ooring

It was a tiring day for me. But I'd rather have a tiring day than a boring one. (hahahaha)

2005-12-22T21:49:00.001-08:00

every girl dreams for that one guy who :

- Says "I love you" and really, truly means it.
- That opens doors.
- That walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road & push her out of the way.
- That cooks dinner for her.
- That says, "Sex can wait."
- That says, "you're beautiful."
- That was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
- That gives flowers and a card when she is sick (& even a stuffed animal perhaps).
- Who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
- That says he would die for her.
- That really would.
- That does what she wanted to do.
- That treats her like a princess.
- That cries in front of her.
- That she cries in front of.
- That holds hands with her.
- That kisses her with meaning.
- That hugs her when she's sad.
- Who would give their jacket up.
- That calls to make sure she gets home safe.
- That would sit and wait for her for hours, just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
- That would give his seat up.
- That just wants to cuddle.
- That reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
- Who told his secrets to her.
- That tries to show how much he cares through every word and every breathe.
-That thinks maybe this could be the one.
- That believes in her dreams.
- That would do anything so she could achieve them.
- That never laughs at her when she tells him her dreams.
- That actually listens.

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Thanks to: bes-irish, jhesca, jovi, angelskie, jenprincess & cloe kasi binigyan nila ako ng gift (hehehehe), how sweet!! Thank you all guys!! kaya lab na lab ko kayo eh (tsktsk :p ) MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Pahabol: Paki-visit naman po iyong bloggy ng friend ko pong si
patty

2005-12-21T23:35:00.000-08:00

NEW LAYOUT

2005-12-20T22:49:00.000-08:00

ka-tu-wa-an lang po

I woke up super early today and I'm now having Chips Ahoy Chocolate Chewy cookies for mah breakfast. Perfect. (hahahaha) Okay I stayed at home the whole day, awWw!! Hmmmm... ayun aga ko nag-online sa ym, lo0ong conversation with gee, ceejoy, bes-irish, khimy and johnalynne (nka-conference kami), wah ang saya namin lahat, tapos naka-voice pa, ang cute ng boses ni gee (ahihihih), si bes-irish naman ang daya ayaw kumanta (nyahahaha)si khimy kulit din (hehehe), next time si ceejoy nman & khimy ang kakanta (hahaha) I'm sure hindi lang ako ang nag-enjoy sa conversation namin knina (tsktsk), as in lahat kami!! ayan namimiss ko tuloy lalo sila, labyah yah all guys... tlagng nag-enjoy ako, sana maulits uli

2005-12-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

sharing blah blah's

***one night, a guy and a girl were inside a car. the silence was very distracting and so the girl asked the guy what was wrong. the guy pulled over and told the girl that he wanted their relationship to end. the girl started to sob and pulled a paper from her pocket and gave it to the guy. as the car started to move again, a truck hit the car and the girl got killed. the guy survived and he remembered the note... reaching into his pocket, he opened the note which said: without you, i would die...*** Sad, right?!! that's the quote for the day. (hahahaha, sharing lng po)

2005-12-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

i'm having such a bad day

Okay, I woke up at freakin 3ish... too early, yeah.. (hahahaha) haaaAaaaay, I had a bad stomach ache... (kaka-kain siguro kahapon hahahaha) I can't sleep, so0ooo I was watching TV until I fell asleep... then they woke me up around 8:00 o'clock in the morning... but stomach still hurts... (go0osh whatt happened?!? hehehe) I think I have a bug in mah stomach!! and then I cant eat anything... so0oo inom lang ako ng watttah... (hahahaha)

Lately, I've been thinking a lot of things.. Maybe this is an effect of boredom (hehehehe) seriously, things during the past are the ones bugging me a lot... I really don't like to think about it, it just pops into mah mind instantly. But even if mah situation is like this, I ignore it most of the time and don't go with it. Because the effect on me is that I feel soooo depressed, and down, baka umiyak na nman ako ng umiyak!! (tsktsk), oo nga pala may gift sa akin si johnalynne and cousin kariza (hehehe), ang cutttiieee ng mga gift nyo!! (iluvit, hehehe) Thank you guys!! Love yah!!

[ ang cute di ba?!? ]

2005-12-17T23:53:00.000-08:00

ka-ta-ka-wan ng bruha (hahahaha)

I'm starting to realize that I am actually missing mah bloggurrr account right now. I don't want to waste it so0oo... I'mma update it right now. (hahahaha) Okay, I wasn't online for a very lo0oooong time because of mah hectic schedules (so0oper busy chuvaness lola nyo, tsktsk) pero hindi lng blog ko namiss ko syempre namiss ko po kayo lahat!! (hehehe)

Hmmmmm... Guess whattt?!? ang takaw ko ngayon... (hahahaha) I ate 2 nova, 1 piatos, 2 clover chips and 2 drumstick/ice cream kanina... (hahahaha takaw* noh?!?) I still felt the hungryness that triggers mah stomach. waaaAaah!!! This is new. (hehehehehe) Usually... i really don't have the mood when it comes to eating. (promise tamad ako kumain, hehehe), but this is totally different, as in grabe (hahahahaha)

2005-12-13T18:05:00.000-08:00

malamig ang simoy ng hangin[ nice title ayt?!? ahihihihih ]

Cold weather again!!! Wuzho0ooo!! (hahahaha), but I don't like it kapag umulan nah... (tsktsk, labo noh?!?) Okay, nothing much happens today, right now umiinom ako ng zagu (kahit malamig panahon, hahaha :p) and ate pizza. Oh soooo yummy (hahahaha, takaw*), o0oh by the way, greet ko nga pala iyong friend kong maganda (hehehehe) --> Happy Birthday Jez!!

I LOV3 THIS PIKTYURS
" sometimes i wanna go to sleep and NEVER wake up... "

2005-12-12T17:31:00.000-08:00

i hate mah phone, i hate mah globe sim

Just woke up at around 6ish... still sleepy (bwahahahaha) anyway, just got mah morning so bad... (waAaaaahh!!! kainis) mah phone has been lagged for almost nine hours, huwaaatttt!!! do you think there'll be a reason for me to say go0od morning.... (nakakaasar) I had received their messages by 7:00 o'clock in the morning na, which was supposed to be for last night, I checked the message details of every message and mah gaawwdd!!! 9:40-10:00pm pa pala nila sinend iyon sa'akin then I just received it by 7:00 o'clock in the morning?!!, duh!!! that's just so0ooo... annoying!! waaAaaaahh, that's sooooo unfair may hinihintay pa naman akong text!!! cryin* (kainis talaga... grrRrrrrr)

2005-12-11T22:24:00.000-08:00

lakwatchaaaa mode (hehehehehe)

Another day, another dont-know-what-will-happen-this-day, (hahahaha) well, as usual... check out mah email, mah friendster account and of course, mah bloggurr, (tsktsk) and still... the weather is unpredictable... again!!! maaraw naman na malamig na makulimlim?!? haaAaaay, I wish huwag na umulan, makulimlim na lng para mlmig.. (labo, hahaha)

Okay, pumunta ako ng mall happee, lakwatchaaa (hahahaha) kami ni Erika whatttt else!!! we ate at pizza hut, then went to glicos (nag arcade kami nyahahaha) tapos ikot-ikot lang, wala lng trip lang (hehehehe), tapos umuwi na kami... oo nga pala,

THANKS TO : Bes-Irish, Gee, Ceejoy, Jhesca, Corrine, Patty A., Johnalynne, Johanna, Jezza, Sandra, Becky, Patty M. (new friend), Kumiko, Khimy, Ate Xyla, and Karen Kristy pati na din po sa lahat ng nag-tag -> salamat po ng marami sa hugs* (comments/advice) pasensya na kayo kung masyado ako nagdrama kahapon!!! Love you all guys!!

2005-12-10T16:15:00.000-08:00

i don't know watt to do anymooorreee

I really feel like crap. Tears are falling down mah cheeks again, and honestly, I'am tired, and once again, I am having a hard time breathing. (huhuhuhu) I'm tired of mah life na. Why can't it just end?!? I want to be happy, no more pain, no more sadness, no more depression and no more feeling low about mahself!! that's what I can't accept. that i feel low about mahself when I know I shouldn't. What's worse is that I have no0oo one. I feel so alone, crrrraaappp. I don't know what to do anymo0ooore. I don't know how I should feel. I'm just hating mah life right now. [gusto ko na madedz!!], cryin***

2005-12-09T23:09:00.000-08:00

grrrrrRrr, feeling sick right now

After scql I went to mcdodiee (mcdonald) to meet up with Erika, then we went home together. naulanan po ako. (tsktsk, pasawaii) so0ooo there, I'm really feeling sick right now (arteness toiiinnk*, hahaha)

2005-12-08T21:50:00.000-08:00

i'm back!! i miss yah all guys!!

HaaaaAaaay.. nothing to do. and when that happens.. I can't help mahself but think of a lot of things. like.. Why is the sky blue?!? (hahahaha... kidding.) I'm thinking... who can I go out with today?!? (tsktsk), I wanna go out kasi eh, kaya lang ayun busy mga inaya ko mag-gala, tapos bigla pang-umulan kaya tigil mode sa bahay ang chuvaness lola nyo (nyahahahaha), malas* umulan pa kasi eh (:lol:)

What else?!?! hhmmmm... there's something wrong with mah internet. Grrrr nakakainis sobrang bagal ng connection. (ggrrrr, hahahahaha), kaya pasensya na po kung di ako makadaan/dalaw sa mga bloggies ninyo...

Oh... since wala ako magawa kanina gumawa na lng ako ng new layout. (hehehe) Iyon nga lang hindi para sa akin (hahahahaha, para sa mga friends ko), Mah go0ossh!! di ako makapaniwalang makakagawa ako ng 3 layiee ngayong araw na toh. (hahahaha) oh well...

[ click image to enlarge :p ]

So0o I hafta go now guys, got really nothing to say na din, except for the fact that I am bored. (hahahaha.. kidding)

2005-12-07T21:20:00.000-08:00

gimmmee some, hugggiiees

HaaAaaay... I have sooo many thoughts inside mah mind right now, but I actually do not know if I wanna write them down, much worse, how to start writing. Sana mayroon ako pang records noh?!?, actually to records all mah thoughts. how i wish. (hahahaha)

2005-12-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

thoughts of LOVE

looks is not the factor?!

Lahat ng tao may kanya kanyang kapalaran sa love... sabi nila kapag nawala na sayo "baka hindi para sayo yan" theres someone that is worth it for your love. Pero minsan nakakatakot magmahal, you know why?! hindi mo alam kung mahal ka din nya, niloloko ka ba nya o naaawa lng sya syo. Totoo ba na para mahalin ka ng isang tao kailangan mong maging maganda?? Is it true na looks is not important in love?? It's just one of the factors... pero why most of the guys are looking for pretty and sexy girls?? (tama ako diba?!) masakit isipin na minahal ka lang nya dahil maganda ka, thats not love!! you know why?!? kapag mahal mo ang isang tao di mo alam kung bakit mo sya minahal, theres something about him or her that comepletes you, korny pero totoo....

fight for the person you love...

If you love someone dapat ipaglaban mo, just go for it, don't give up, kasi once na nag-give up ka, magsisisi ka sa huli, masakit makita ang isang minamahal mo kapiling ng iba, mare-realize mo na you made the biggest mistake of your life, tapos sasabihin mo pa kunwari "kung di nya ko kaya ipaglaban di ko rin sya kyang mahalin" when you are alone in your room di ba ang naiisip mo yung taong mahal mo?!? mga dreams nyo together?!? mga plans in the future?!? what if di mo sya napaglaban??? It all end just a snap?! May magagawa ka pa ba??? How can you fulfill your dreams if your dream is to be with the person you love??? masakit di ba???

never let go...

Love is not always happy sometimes it brings you pain and sorrow, you might encounter big obstacles but never let go, sa bawat kwento ng love may kontra, kung sa teleserye may kontrabibda, sa movie may suspek, sa love may mga kontra na minsan ay di mo ine-expect na dumadating, kapag di na aapreciate ng minamahal mo yung lahat ng ginagawa mo sa kanya. Minsan gusto mo ng mag-let go pero hindi mo kaya, kasi sya lng ang tao na nagbibigay saya sayo. Minsan its not about the two of you, its the people around you who can’t understand what you truly feel. Mayroong mga tao na gusto kayo paghiwalayin, you don’t know what is the reason, basta gusto nila let go, just go on in seperate ways, pero di mo rin magawa, you know why??? He/she is the most important person in your life and no one can ever replace the way he/she treats you...

finding someone else..

Kapag iniwan tayo ng taong mahal natin, di ba hahanap tayo ng ibang taong magmamahal muli sa atin?!? Oo mahal mo sya pero you just love him kasi gumagawa ka ng panakip butas para makalimutan mo yung taong mahal mo (ouch!!) painful but thats reality!! Iyong lahat ng di naibigay sayo ng taong mahal mo hahanapin mo sa kanya, kahit wala sa kanya yun pilit mo pa rin itong hahanapin, minsan nga akala mo yun pa rin yung taong mahal mo kasi kapag nahanap mo na sa kanya yung wala sa "ex" mo, sasabihin mong "narealize mo din lahat ng ginawa ko para sayo" hindi ka naghahanap ng mamahalin, naghahanap ka ng taong magmamahal sayo that can appreciate what you've done na hindi nagawa ng taong una mong minahal....

trust is a must...

Sa bawat relationship may mga tukso na di mo maiwasan, if you and the person you love is far from each other mahirap, sabi nga nila mahirap ang long distance relationship, di mo alam ang ginagawa nya kapag di mo sya kasama. What if may nagfliflirt sa kanya??? What if naulila sya sa pagmamahal mo kaya naghanap sya ng iba??? Minsan pa nga sasabihin pa ng ibang tao baka naman "sweet talk lng yan" it means nambobola, if he or she is hanging out with his/her friends na di ka kasama di ba magiisip ka ng kung ano??? What if mayroon syang kasamang iba??? What if niloloko nya ko??? all these questions are circling in your mind.... tapos ang sasabihin nya lng pag tinanong mo kung ano nangyari sa gimik nya " it was fine" kakainis d ba??? (hahahaha) pero if you really love a person dapat matuto kang magtiwala sa kanya, kahit na minsan nag-iisip ka na ng kung anu-anong bagay tungkol sa kanya don't ever put away your trust on him/her... baka sa huli ikaw din ang masaktan!! sad but true...

appreciation

Ang taong nagmamahal ay ibinibigay lahat-lahat para sa taong minamahal nya, nagbibigay ng gifts, nagseserve para sa sayo, tinutulungan ka, higit sa lahat handa ka laging patawarin, pero bakit hindi nya pa rin maapreciate?!? Minsan thank you is not enough para ipakita mo na naapreciate mo... minsan ikaw pa ang may ganang magalit dahil hindi mo naman hinihiling yung mga bagay na binibigay nya, who is the one na iniiyakan mo sa problema??? Sya di ba?!? Sino ang hinihingan mo ng tulong pag wala ng ibang tutulong sayo??? Sya pa din di ba?! Sino ang nandyan palagi pag nangangailangan ka ng sasandalan??? Sya, lahat sya!! Tapos thank you man lng wala!!! (kainis dib a?!) Oo, true na kapag nagmahal ka dapat walang kapalit pero sana maappreciate mo rin yung mga bagay na nagawa, ginagawa, at gagawin nya para sayo, Paano one day magsawa na sya??? tapos ang sasabihin nya sayo.. "ayoko na, kahit minsan di mo pinakita na mahal mo din ako" Pano kung ikaw ang nasa position nya?!? hindi nya marealize yung mga ginagawa mo para sa kanya?!? ang sakit di ba??? thank you lng wala man lng masabi!!! Tapos wala ka pang magawa... (hay ang gulo noh?!)

2005-12-05T22:49:00.000-08:00

craving for wendy's FRIES

I am craving for wendy's fries! and lotsa catsup to go with it! (hahahahaha) sa totoo lang, I am not much of a catsup fan. If not for fries, I wouldn't be eating catsup. (hehehehe) I don't even like seeing it. and smelling it! (ang arte noh* hahahaha) hmmm... ewan!! Ang weird noh?! uhhmmm basta, kapag may fries na, everything just changes, nababalance ng amoy at lasa ng fries ang amoy at lasa catsup, catsup?!! ketchup?!! Same lang ayt?!! (hahahaha... kulits*)

2005-12-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

i had loads of fun today

I'm already very sleepy right now but I think I have to make an entry about this day (hehehehehe). Sooo what I did today?!? I woke up late and quickly took a bath, then went directly to Erika's house, pagdating ko doon nandun lahat ng barkada (hehehe, late ako :p), we made waffles topped with mango whipped cream, chocolate syrup and cherry on top (*yum, yum*) its ovah delicious. (tsktsk), tapos chismax (hahaha), after that ayun nag-decided na lang kami mag-mall since walang magawa, (tsktsk) we watched just likeheaven nila [Mark Ruffalo and Reese Witherspoon] that movie was sooo good huh, basta ang ganda ng story, kiligness* (hahahaha)

Good news Guys: I'm not closing this blog na lang dahil marami ang tutol (hahahahaha), sa lahat ng nag-comment thank you all guys!! Labyah all!! Sa naninira sa'akin magsawa ka (idol mo ko noh?!?, belat* nyahahaha)

HAPPEE BIRTHDAY KHIMY!!

2005-12-03T20:31:00.000-08:00

soulmate?!

Do youuu believe that we have our soulmates?!? if so, why is it that theres a lot of separated couples, broken family?!? Yeah, its true that we have our own choice... but which one to choose?!? which one to ignore?!! how would you recognize him...?!? Is there any signs or any assurance that you'll stay forever with love and happiness?!? probably we dont, its like a gamble... no0oo assurance on winning... am i ryt???

Oo nga pala batiin ko iyong isa sa pinakamamahal kong friend kaarawan nya po kasi ngayon. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEEJOY this is for you siz!! clickiee here (labyah siz!!)

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/*/edit entry/*/ HaaAaaay... I'm closing this website na (ay mali!! plano pa lang pong isara), naiinis na kasi ako sa gumagamit ng name/url blog ko eh, msyado na nya ako sinsiraan sa iba, msyado na nya akong tinatapakan... ni hindi ko alam kung anong problema nya, kung anong naging kasalanan ko sa kanya!! (babaw po ba?!) mababaw na kung mababaw, pero pambabastos pa din ang ginagawa nya sa akin... apektado po ako bkit dahil pangalan ko pinag-uusapan dito, apektado ako dahil sa buong buhay ko ngayon lang nangyari ito sa akin.... kahit ano pa lng bait mo noh, may mga tao pa ding gagawa at gagawa ng paraan para mapasama ka sa iba!!! (cryin*)

2005-12-02T22:09:00.000-08:00

mga epz: lubayan nyo na nga po ako[warning : tagalog entry ]

Naiinis na ako!! Punong-puno na ako!! GrrRrrrrr!! Bakit ba may mga taong masaya/natututwa kapag nakakagawa sila ng hindi maganda sa kapwa nila?!? Bakit ba nila dinadamay sa mga kalokohan nila ang taong wala namang ginagawang masama o kasalanan sa kanila?!? Naiinggit ba sila o walang lang magawa sa buhay?! Kaya't namimirwisyo sila sa kapwa nila?!?

Bakit nga ba ako naiinis/nagagalit?!? Sino po ba ang matutuwa kung nalaman mong may isang taong (walang magawa sa buhay) na nag-i-iwan ng mga masasamang mensahe sa "tagboard" o "blog" ng iba at gagamitin nya ang pangalan o url blog (website address) mo?!? Nakakapang-galaiti di bah?!? Alam nyo po ba kung ano pakay o reason nya?!? Simple lang para pag-awayin ang mga taong iyon!! Ganyan po kasi ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon may isang taong gumagamit ng pangalan at url blog ko para awayin ako ng mga taong iniwanan nya ng masasamang mensahe sa tagboard ng mga ito!!

Para sa mga taong biktima : Ako na po ang humihingi ng pasensya sa'inyong lahat. Pero gusto ko lang pong sabihin sa iyo na HINDI KO PO MAGAGAWA LAHAT NG IBINIBINTANG NINYO SA AKIN hindi po ako mag-aaksaya ng panahon o oras para mag-iwan ng masamang mensahe sa iyong mga tagboard, at mas lalong-lalo na po... Na hindi ko po ugali ang pag-awayin o guluhin ang mga buhay nyo. (mag-tanong na lang po kayo sa aking mga kaibigan, sila po ang makakapagpatunay kung anong klaseng tao ako) At ikaw na gumagamit ng pangalan/url blog ko wala akong masasabi sa'iyo kundi --> diyos na lang ang bahala sa'iyo...

2005-12-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

yaho0ooo!! december na!![ merry christmas to all ]

Since rest day ko sa sql ngayon... I went out with mah mom and mah tita and we went to some places and then they decided that we'll go na lang to sta.lucia grand mall' coz mah tita has to meet someone, sooo we went to sta.lu... arriving there, I found mahself nothing to do 'coz they were all oldies and i couldn't relate to them... (hahahaha) luckily mah friend (krisna) was in sta.lucia mall din tapos tinext nya ako, sooo ayun kami dalawa na lang nagsama (aihihihih, gora* kami dun) and we just played in the arcade... tapos nag-bump car kami, sumakay kami sa horror tunnel (horror train tawag ng iba dun eh tsktsk) I realize that worlds of fun is a lot cheaper than timezone....

Pagtapos magpakasawa sa arcade, we decided to go to mcdodiee. naman, we ate burger, spaghetti, fries and some ice cream, (sooo yummie) basta takaw namin dalawa (hahahaha) after noon, ayun mah mom texted me na, asked nya kung nasan na daw ako kasi uuwi na kami (hahahahaha) kainis bitin tuloy kami (tsktsk) pero at least happeee at nag enjoy kami ayt?!? (hehehehe)

2005-11-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

KOREAN movies are sooo cool

I watched My Little Bride last night and Lure of the Wolf. (kanina pag-uwi galing sql) Swear to God, korean movies are so cool. Mah Little Bride is about a 15 year old girl who was forced to marry a 20 something guy... (tsktsk... comedy love story) Really nice movie. Lure of the Wolf is a typical teenage love story (two guys fighting over a girl), girl finds out that one of the guy is her brother and obviously they can't be together. The ending was sad... i cried nga eh... (hahahaha, nag-drama arte noh?!? lol :p) The boy not wanting her sister to worry (he still has feelings for her)... made her belive that he was on a trip somewhere in Australia... the guy actually had an operation, it was unsuccesful.., he died... donated his eyes to his friend. The friend came back to Korea, told the sister the sad news, the girl wouldn't belive her, says her brother has been sending postcards so it was impossible... friend admits that she was the one sending the postcards. Sad Sad Sad....

Oo nga pala thanks for those who gave me comments in mah previous entries!!! Natouch ako sa mga huggies/advice ninyo, (hugs* ko kayo lahat) Thanks po talaga sa inyong lahat!! Take Care guys!! Love yah all guys!! Mwah!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYM YSABEL!!

2005-11-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

i cry on mah pillow because mah heart...it hurts soooo much...

It's been five months... and yet, I still hadn't moved on, (*sad face*) haaAaaay, I thought I did because I've been seeing new people and letting them enter mah life. But I was wrong. I still can't get over him. Talagang may sparks pa din kay ex eh. (snifff, snifff)

I know we're really better off separated, but I just can't help but fall in love with him all over again - loving him even moo0ooore.

I've been having the time of mah life in being able to go out and see the things I've missed when I was with him... but all of those we're just for a split second... snap back to reality -- I still love him and no matter how hard I try to wear this mask of fake happiness, I can't take away the fact that... he's the guy I've loved this much to the point that I can't seem to find any other way to get over this shitty feeling... oh yeEeaahh! i just feel really bad!

" i wish i could forget you as easily as you have forgotten me... "

HaaAaaay... iyon pala talaga pinaka mahirap gawin ng isang tao kapag natuto magmahal ang makalimot/lumimot sa nakaraan (*cryin*)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE ETHEL!![ " ate ethel thank you po sa cute stuff HUGS*" ]

2005-11-28T22:59:00.000-08:00

nothing to do, i'm kinda bored right now

Okay so where the hell do I start... actually I'm not supposed to post here in mah bloggy today, but seeing mah friends blogs motivated me to do so0o (hahahaha). Hmmm, aright, nothing much happened today. I went to Vivien's crib at around 11ish wala lang practice lang ulits, haaAaaay, I'm feeling sleepy the whole day, (tsktsk) hindi kasi ako nakatulog kagabi eh, kaya habang nagpra-practice hikab ako ng hikab (nyahahahaha)

After practice we (Vivien & I) watched the perfect man. (dvd) It's really really ko0ol!!! (HILLARY DUFF) had a blog... and it totally reminded me of mahself. (hahahaha!) pero buti pa siya, her life's sooo intersting so she has lots of things to talk about, eh ako?! ummmm... wala kwenta (hahahahaha)

But moving on... I signed in to mah ym account a while ago just to check what's new, so0o a lot of mah friends were online... kaya lang hindi ko sila chi-nat, maliban kay bes-irish, (hahahaha) wala din kasi ako sa mood eh, soweee (laziness toink*)

Okay I have to end this entry!!! I hope you had a great time reading this!! (hahahaha) Comments are really appreciated as well as tag!!! Thanks for those who gave me comments in mah previous entries!!! Take Care guys! See yah!!!

2005-11-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

lakwatcha mo0ode

HaaAaaay... I'm sooo tired!!! (promise, ehehehhehe), Okay, I woke up sooo freaking early today, around 5:00 o'clock in the morning, too early ayt?!? (hahahaha), then ate mah breakfast, and took a loo0ong bath (hahahaha), then went to the church!!! (ang bait, hahahahahaha)

Lunch Time: I met up with pau, at sta.lucia grand mall ~~"lakwatcha mode lng"~~ (hahahahahaha), we watched Harry Potter there, it's really cool, Ang gwapo tlga ni Harry kiligness* (hahahahaha), grabe ang dami talagang nanood (hehehe) , around 5:00 o'clock, ayun nauna na umuwi sa'akin si pau, and oh! before i forgot thank you nga pala sa gift pau, wah natouch po ako tlga, pano binigyan nya ako ng necklace tapos ang pendant butterfly, (aAaaww, i luv it! hahahahaha), basta ang cute kasi eh :p and I love butterfly (hehehehe), thanks ulits (miss yah, hugs*)

Uhmmm, I hafta go now... I have loads of chika actually but I'm too lazy na, and I'm feeling sleepy na din kasi (hehehehe). Sorry guys!! Maraming Salamat po sa mga tags and comments (love yah all guys!!) Ciao...

2005-11-26T18:09:00.000-08:00

new colour, new layieee

Yippeee!! I have a new layiee and back ground music. Because I'm a Gurl. (hahahahahaha) senti mode ba?!?, I still love that song. (hehehehe) Okay, let me tell yah what happened today!!, I woke up very late today. (hehehe) I stood up, ate cereal for mah breakfast and went to the bathroom to take a bath... tapos diretso na sa computer chubaness lola nyoh (hahahaha), oh yeah I stayed at home the whole day, tamad ako maggala ngayong araw na ito (hahahahaha himala* toink hahaha)

GUYZ NAMISS KO KAYO LAHAT!! (HUGS*)

2005-11-25T22:33:00.000-08:00

ang weird naman (hahahaha)

I had a hard time sleeping last night... I don't know why... I had a very weird dream; I was chased by the vampire lestat because he wants to rescue me from the other vampires!!! Weird huh???? (hahahahahaha) and the weirdest thing is that i woke up at around 4:00 am, when i slept again, mah dream continued but the setting was changed... (hahahahahaha.... weirdos*)

2005-11-24T21:11:00.000-08:00

2005-11-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

nyahahahaha, boring boring!!

In front of the person you like,
your heart beats faster and goes crazy.
But in front of the person you love,
you get happy.

hmm... true that.. true that.. kaso.. what if yooouu get happy and go crazy at the same time..?!? hindi kaya psycho na ang tawag dun?!? (hahahahaha!)

2005-11-22T21:43:00.000-08:00

warning: lo0oooong entry

Hello guys!!! Did yah miss me?!? Well, I don't think sooo... (hahahaha), Okay, let me tell yah how mah day went... hmmm, sql was fine, daming hw (aAarrgh) I hate it!!! (hahahahaha), after sql went to nsb with Erika to buy some stuff, then we ate at McDodie where I saw some of mah friends. tambaii mode sadali (hahahaha) Oh, I really love those French fries... so0o yummy!!! (hahahaha) After that went straight to vivien's house (praktis ulits bago ba iyon?!? sawa na nga ako eh tsktsk)

0opps... By the way I chatted to danneth nga pala kanina, ayun medyo tagal din naming ng-usap bout' chuva - @#%&$#&% (hahahaha), basta ang saya-saya ng conversation namin kuleeets, miss yah siz!! hugs*

Hmmmmm... lately, I've been thinking a lot of things... Maybe this is an effect of boredom (hehehehe) seriously, things during the past are the ones bugging me a lot, I really don't like to think about it, and it just pops into mah mind instantly. HaaAaaay, naku ewan, ayoko nang pag-usapan pa iyon!! (erase*, hahahaha)

NAKAKA-BADTRIP TOH

Okay heto visited ko iyong bloggy ni bes ngayon, waAaaah, may umaway/bumastos sa bes ko!!! (GrrrRrrr, *mad*) then nakita ko ito sa bloggy nya --> clickiee here Kung sino man poncho pilatong umaway/nambastos sa bes ko, I really really hate you!!! (go to hell dude!!!) talaga noon nabasa ko iyong entry ni bes sa bloggy nya talaga naman pati ako na-badtrip Eh sino bang matutuwa?!? Kapag nalaman mong ang pinakamamahal at matalik mong kaibigan ay tinarantado ng isang napaka walang kwentang tao?!? (tulad ng nambastos sa bes ko, wala syang kwenta!!)

Well sa nabasa ko nagsimula daw ang lahat sa paghingi ng taong ito ng tulong sa bes ko para sa pag-gawa ng bloggy nya, (super babaw noh?!?) eh nagreply lng daw itong si bes na busy sya kasi nga madami syang hw na ginagawa kaya hindi nya napagbigyan at naasikaso itong taong ito!! Pero alam nyo ba ginawa noon taong toh?!? (tanong ko lng huh tao nga ba sya?!), ayun nagbitiw na agad sya ng masasamang salita/pintas patama sa bes ko, like madamot, panget... blah blah... etc. (grrrRrrrrr, ang sama nya di ba?!) and take note: minura nya pa si bes masasabi ko lang sa taong iyon ang sama ng ugali at ang kafal ng mukha nya wala kang karapatang pagsalitaan ng masama ang bes ko, at mas lalong-lalo nang wala kang karapatang murahin sya dahil wala naman syang ginawang masama sa'iyo...

Kainis nga kasi ayaw naman sabihin sa akin ni bes kung sino iyong taong iyon!!! ang pagkakaalam ko lang lalaking-lalaki daw itong taong ito!!! Mah gawd!! Isa kang malaking bading para sa'akin, (tukso mode: bading, bading, bading, nyahahahaha) dahil nang-aaway, at wala syang respeto sa mga babae!!! (ang kafal nya tlga!!) bago ka nga mamintas ng ibang tao tignan mo muna sarili mo kung wala kang kapintasan!!! Hindi ka ba nahihiya at talagang ipinakita mo pa sa bes ko ang tunay mong ugali, sabi ni bes isa ka ding estudyante, naturingan nag-aaral ka pa man din ganyan ang ipinakita mong ugali... alam mo kung ipagpapatuloy mo iyang ganyang ugali mo 'wala kang mahahanap na tunay na kaibigan' nababagay ka lang sa mga sa mga kauri mong walang kwenta sa mundo0oo...

BATO-BATO SA LANGIT, TAMAAN WAG MAGAGALIT

HaaAaaay naku, hindi masamang humingi ng tulong sa paggawa ng bloggy malaki man o maliit, may kwenta man o wala ang tulong na hinihingi ntin, pero sana naman di ba matuto tayong rumespeto, ayt?!? Kung gusto mo tulungan ka ng taong hinihingan mo ng tulong, matuto ka din maki-usap ng maayos at higit sa lahat pumayag man sya o hindi matuto tayong magpasalamat kasi kung minsan nakakainis natulungan mo na sya lahat-lahat, ng sobra-sobra, naaksaya na oras mo para lang matulungan mo sya, ang masakit nun hindi man lang nya nagawang pasalamatan ka (di ba nakasawang tulungan iyong mga ganoon klase ng tao?!?), tulungan ka man nya o pagdamutan o hindi wag ka kaagad magbitiw ng masasakit na salita mula sa kanya, (bad iyon) dahil wala tayong karapatang gawin iyon!!!

Lalo na IKAW oo, ikaw na nambastos sa pinakamamahal kong kaibigan (kung sino ka man...) Kung tulungan ka man, o hindi matuto ka rumespeto, matuto kang maki-usap ng maayos (wag makulits, dahil nkakairita iyon) at higit sa lahat matuto kang magpasalamat. Dahil kung alam mo lahat iyan hindi magsasawa at magdadalawang isip na tulungan ka ng taong hinihingan mo ng tulong...

2005-11-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

aww i'm super tired right now

No sql today!! Aww that's cool (hahahaha), Okay, I got up at around 7:00 o'clock in the morning, watched some music videos (sa myx, hehehe), ate champorado and slice of bread for mah breakfast, took a loooong bath, then went to vivien's crib, o0oh yeah practice again, sawa na ako (hahahaha)

Got home at around 10:30pm, nakakaagod din!! Anyways... I called gwendy kanina and omg, she was so freakin' happy that I called her. (hahahahaha), were talking blah, blah, blah's (tsktsk), basta ang dami naming napag-usapan. (miss yah so0o ghurl)

Well I'm really really bored right about now... I chatted to like 3 guys that I don't know just coz they got mah id on mah friendster. Uurghh... sooooo annoying!! (hahahaha), Hmmmmm... anyways, I hafta go na, I feel really weird right now, and I'm so effin tired, gusto ko na din magpahinga eh (hehehehe) Nytieee!! Ciao!! Loveyah all guys!!

2005-11-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

friendship dae'

Huwaahh... i was supposed to be done with mah last entry, but!! our stupid computer died for no reason at all, and I only had like a few words to say and I was done!!! (arrgghh, kakainis) well imma' just type it all again!!

Well anyway... heres what happened, I woke up early, like around seven (hahahaha) took a bath, ate mah breakfast, and then went to pasig catholic church first, pagkatapos magsimba went to jollibee near pcc to meet up with mah best friend (beshy sharla) at around 1:00 kasi punta kami sa mall (hahahaha), wala lang mag-la-laboy lang kami, wuzho0oooo (nyahahahaha) when we got there it was around 2:30 already, (hahahahaha) ayun daan muna kami sa zagu, bumili lang kami, ayaw naman kasi kumain ni beshy eh, diet siguro, (aww hehehehe), then ikot-ikot lang kami (namboboylet, hahahaha just kidding :p), then punta kami wof, sakay kami ng horror tunnel (hindi sya nakakatakot, walang kwenta, tsktsk :p) basta dami pa namin ginawa, nkakapagod din, pero masaya, (hehehehe), ayan tinamad na ako mag-kwento tuloy, kainis naman kasi itong pc ko eh!! (grRrrrr, hahahaha)

2005-11-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

haaAaaay... not much has been happening

Same ol', boring day... (hahahaha) but wasn't boring anymo0ore kasi after sql... Meg, Jhenn, Stephanie, Erika, Nina and I went to dunkin donuts (hahahaha, lamunan na naman) fun... ate the ham n' cheese, blah... blah then bought munchkins. (tsktsk) hhuummm... after that went to Vivien's crib, practice ulits as usual (hahahaha) well what else?!? I'll post mah pictures na lang (nyahahahaha)

PIKTYUR'S DAE'

2005-11-18T23:10:00.000-08:00

ang katamaran ng bruhita

Well well, well... nothing good happened to me today... didn't go to sql dala ng katamaran (good reason huh?!, hahahaha) woke up at around 8:00 o'clock in the morning coz' people kept on calling me, well not calling but misscalling me (is that right?!? hahahaha) well anyway, then around 10:30... Trisha texted me, and we talked on the phone, blah blah's... (agang chikahan hahahaha)

Then went online and no one was on!! man! I hate it! (hahahaha) I soooo have nothing to do!! its soooo eeffiin boring!! (aarrggh) I tried to finish the book that I was reading, but I couldn't (hahahaha) tinatamad ako eh (:p tsktsk)

After lunch I went to Vivien's crib, para sa walang katapusang practice for pinoy pop (may bago ba?! hahahahaha) haAaay... I dunno kung itutuloy ko pa itong 2nd audition ko na ito o hindi, hmmm, ewan gulo (hahahaha, basta naguguluhan po ako :p)

Got home at around 10:00pm, then online ulits ako, there's kinda more people online, (hahahaha), ayun, I chatted to mah Bes-Irish, badtrip nga sya eh kasi nagkaroon ng problem iyong website nya (hehehehe, miss yah much bes hugs*) haAaay... sa mga friends ko nga pala censya na po kung di po ako nadadaan sa mga bloggies nyo, sobra busy po kasi chuvaness lola nyo eh (miss ko na po kayo lahat, sad*) well, nothing much to say na... (ahihihi) bye guys!!! Ingats! Mwah Gudnyt!!

2005-11-17T23:25:00.000-08:00

bo0oring, thursdae'

Not much to say tho... just wanna have something to post here! oh i rememeber something... Megan and i brought a cellfon casing today!! with the same colour, the same designs in short "desame", wala lng trip lang po (hahahahaha), hhmmnn... anyway... she was worrying about his boyfriends issue... about what i said yesterday... (i think his bf is cheating on her, o0opps), but i dont jump into conclusion right!? its bacause one of our friends told me that her bf is having an affair with another girl... and it hits me really hard! i really hate it when i hear something like that!! you know... some boylet cheating on mah girl-friends!! such a pain on mah ass!! what's wrong with you boys?!? are you really born polygamous?? whatever!! didn't they know that its such an extreme pain on the girls side to know that thier boylets are cheating on them!! and besides, Meg is such a barbie dolly... she has it all dude!! All that boys could ask for!! maybe theres something wrong with the guys brains!! (hahahahaha), whatever it is... i dont care!! all i care about is mah friends!! anyway... it may hurt but i know it will passed away. it needs time to heal... and KARMA was always there... so0o just leave it to the one up there!! he knows how to deal with it!! right!!!

2005-11-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

the importance of virginity

I just got home from sql, and being the stupid girl that I am, I took a cab going home. Now I am really aware of the risks I'm taking when I ride a cab alone, but I have no choice. I absolutely have no idea how to ride a jeepney from Katips all the way to Pasig, to mah village. Tsssss, what a loser I really am.

So anyway, I'm really thankful that the cab driver I got was pretty friendly. I was with a friend awhile ago and he helped me get a cab, and when I finally got in the car, this was how our conversation went:

DRIVER: Iha, boyfriend mo ba yun?!?
ME: Uhm, no, we're just friends. *smiles sweetly*
DRIVER: Ah, pero hindi magtatagal, liligawan ka rin nyan.
ME: Um, hindi po, mas gusto ko lang po na mag-kaibigan kami. *grins*
DRIVER: Alam mo ba, dati may nasakay ako na couple sa Makati, tapos 16 years old lang yung babae naka-high school uniform pa. Aba, pupunta raw sila ng boyfriend niya sa motel? Edi tinakot ko nga na pwedeng ma-demanda yung lalaki. Mas matanda kasi yung lalaki eh.
ME: Oh talaga po? Marami na nga pong ganyan na teenagers ngayon eh.

DRIVER: Kaya ikaw, iha, layuan mo yang mga temptation na yan. Wag ka papahulog sa mga salita ng mga lalaki na talagang pinipilit ka lang na gawin "yun". Kasi ako, nung bata ako, *blahblahblah*....

He went rambling on for the entire 30-minute trip. What did he talk with me about?!? The importance of virginity, how guys can be huge animals at times (take note: at times), his love life, his kids, the story of an 11-year old girl named Kaye who won 1st place in an international science competition, and his sql background.

To the cab driver whose words have really moved me, I thank you so much for helping me make up mah mind about certain things that I've been thinking about. You've inspired me a lot, and I really do wish that all cab drivers would be exactly like you. Awww. Mush.

2005-11-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

stranger, stranger, stranger

How the hell will I start this?!? I' am so0o freakin' tired right now! I want to sleep but... I want to blog here muna (hahahahahaha, adik*)

So what happened today?!? Woke up at around 5:00 o'clock in the morning, took a bath, ate mah breakfast then go na sa sql. Okay, on mah way to sql, I thought I saw a friend of mine walking a few metres in front of me. I walked a little quicker to see if it was him, from the back and side profile, he looked like Andrew Luis. Excited, I gave a light slap on his arm. He turned around and I saw... a stranger. oh yeah a stranger (hahahahahaha)

No kidding! I nearly died there and then. He was looking at me really oddly and I could not bring mahself to say, "Oops, wrong person." Instead, I went, "You look really familiar..." (Note : not pickup line! I was just trying to 'salvage' the situation.)

And then I quickly said, "Never mind" and walked away in a hurried manner as after all, I was running late for class. (hahahahahaha), then after sql ayun go na ulits sa practice (tsktsk), oopss, by the way thank you, ate valerie for the gift (touch po ako huh hehehehe), i luv it! sobra, tnx ulits ate val, lab yah!! mwah!!

2005-11-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

Busy, Busy, Busy

Thank you to all the people who leave me tags and comments here. I'll return them as soon as I have some time, okay!! miss yah and lab yah all guys!! ingats!!

2005-11-13T12:07:00.000-08:00

thank GOD for the blessing

I just want to write a short entry about mah day today. HaAaaay, I'm so tired right now! gusto ko ng magpahinga, pero dahil happy ako, hayaan sinubukan ko pa ding mag-blog (hahahaha)

Bakit nga ba ako happy?!? Hmmm, good news I passed mah first audition for pinoy pop, oh mah gawd! Hindi ako makapaniwala (hahahahaha), thanks god! Grabe ang saya-saya! May bago nga ako friend eh, nakilala ko lng din sa audition vivien name nya, she's nice naman, at saka ang bilis naming naging close (hahahahaha). After the audition ayun go kami sa house nila vivien para magpractice, basta ang saya, tapos tinuturuan pa kami ng tita nyang singer (ahihihihih), tomorrow practice kami ulits (hahahahaha), grabe nakakapagod din pala no, pero okay lang kasi nafefeel naman namin na may ngyayari sa pratice namin, sana lang makapasa kami sa second audition (hahahahaha), sabi kasi nila mahirap daw sa second audition dahil mismong music director na ang magju-judges sa amin, mahigpit daw iyon (eww, kakatakot), sana nga makapasa kami (pray nyo na lang ako, hahahahaha), 11:00 pm na nga ako nakauwi kanina eh, kaya heto pagod ako (tsktsk), oo nga pala baka this week baka hindi muna ako makakavisit sa mga bloggy nyo, medyo magiging busy kasi ako eh, (hahahaha) haAaay, so paano inaantok na ako past 12 na rin kasi eh (ahihihhihi), gudnyt guys!! mwah!! Salamat pala sa inyong lahat!! Hugs*

2005-11-12T22:14:00.000-08:00

soooo craziee saturdae

Hmmmmm, mah day started out really crazy... was taking a shower after washing mah face as usual when I almost slipped while putting on shampoo, waAah!, i just saw the biggest cockroach on the shower curtain! (grrrr... ngayon lang ako nakakita ng ipis sa house namin), noon nkita ko na iyon ipis, i was frozen for a while because the roach might come flying to mah face, so0o when the eeky creature finally moved away, i went straight out of the bathroom, grabbing mah towel and wrapping up, i immediately grabbed the "asss shower", i don't know what youu call those showers beside the toilet to washy washy your... aAahh that's bad, (hahaha basta iyon na iyon ahihihihi), and tried drowning it, but it flew toh the towel rack right beside meh, (oh mah gawd!), i was screaming mah head off and running away from it when it flew again this time, towards mah face! but thanks to fast reflexes, i was able to shut the door before it reached meh (hahahaha, kulits), so0o i tried getting mah flip flops and do it the yuckier way-squish it, but that goddamn creature was soo fast that it was able to hide behind our shoe rack before i was even able to try killing it... then i realized 10 minutes have passed and i'll be late for sql, (hahahaha), so0o i wont waste anymore time trying to kill a yuckiee roach, so i went back to the shower and did mah things, (hahahahaha), told yah it was crazy....

Anyway enough about the roaches (tsktsk), so what's up with sql? sql's was the same, there are hw everywhere! (sheEesh... hahahaha), 0kay I didn't feel go0od kanina I don't know why?!?, so0o while I waited for our prof. hayun, I was hella quiet which made me think about a million things, weird things... (nagdrama na nman, hahahaha), umm... recess time was okay… I love the extreme brownie thingy, I don't know why, then I eat kikiam, so yummie (hahahaha), then after sql, ayun umuwi na din ako agad, kasi kailangan ko pang mag-practice para bukas (nyay* hahahaha, wish me luck!)

2005-11-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

yaho0oo, thanks god it's friday

I don't want to talk about sql. (hehehehehe), I want to talk about something else. :p

Happy Birthday Jhenn!!!

Okay, after sql, we went to SI to celebrate jhenn's birthday but we planned to go to studio image great at sta.lucia grand mall to have our very first studio pix. unfortunately, the photographer's still having his break and we're sort of hungry already. Kaya ayun punta kami ng kfc para lumamon (hahahaha), everything was great there! the food is good, so0o yummy (hehehehe :p)

Around 4:10, i walked going to mcdodie (tawag ko sa mcdo tsktsk), coz' mah mom was there, at mcdo, i saw familiar faces, chilled there for a little bit, went to nbs, bought some stuff, then went home.

Anyway, it was 11:30 already so0o next time na lang ulits, pagod din kasi chuvaness lola nyo eh (tsktsk)

2005-11-10T22:26:00.000-08:00

thursday?!? o0oh yeah, I love it!!

Aaaahh, I love Thursdays, kasi wala ako pasok ng thursday (nyay), ang saya di vah?!? (hahahahahaha :p), I got up at around 6ish (aga no?!? ahihihhihi), took a bath, ate breakfast then went straight to the computer (addict* noh?!? hahahaha).

Okay, this morning I talked to Kuya Lito over the phone (his the talent scout of gma7), ayun ang dami naming napag-usapan, bout' blah, blah, blah's (tsktsk), saka ko na sasabihin kung ano iyong napag-usapan namin nahihiya pa ako eh (hahahahaha, kulits*), pero good news iyon for me, ayt bes?!? (:lol:), haAaay, sana isa pa ito sa bless ni papa god sa'akin, oh di vah :p

I've been busy doing bes-irish and patty's layout lately, I'm pretty much happy about the result; I like the colors and the simpleness (ahihihihihi), wala lang sinipag lang po ako gumawa, nakaka-aliw kasi eh (hahahahaha), here's the layieee nga pala -->

Anyways, I don't have much more to say, I'm going to sleep na, aga pa ako sa sql tomorrow eh (hehehehe)

Thank you to all the peepz who leave me tags and comments here in mah bloggy. I'll return them as soon as I have some time, okay!! Goodnight!! Mwah!! Labyah!!

2005-11-09T20:36:00.000-08:00

I'm Busy!!

2005-11-08T22:38:00.000-08:00

dis is gona be a short blog, juz to tell u dat i'm alive

I haven't been in the mood to be on the internet lately. One reason is that I didn't really know what to blog about and the second reason is because of mah internet connection, waAaaah, sobrang bagal, kainis (grRrrrr), well anyho0o, sql's started up again, this week is the first week back. It was nice seeing everybody at sql again. I went to nbs after sql with mah friend jhenn... bought some stuff for sql, then umuwi na din kami agad (tsktsk wala kami sa mood maglabooii eh, ahahahaha). Ooppss, sorry nga pala sa entry ko kahapon kadramahan chuva, haAaay, ewan kung ano-ano na lng pumapasok sa utak ko, I'm going to end this here na nga, inaatok na po kasi ako eh (hahahaha). Thanks nga pala sa mga nag-comments!! love yah all guys!! Mwah!!

2005-11-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

i'm so0o sad, i feel pretty lonely

I feel like sh*t. I hate these depressed spells that I get. I don't think it's normal, and I don't even know why I'm so0o sad. I feel pretty lonely, and I don't know why. (hmmm, ewan!, labo)

Lately I've been questioning a lot of things. Like...what I'm going to do with the rest of mah life. Will I really make a difference?!? Am I doing what God wants of me, or is it me doing whatever I want?!? And if anyone really cares what happens to me. I mean... I know people say they do, but do they really?!? How much do people really care?!? If I died, would anyone miss me?!? I mean, they probably would immediately. But after a while, would they think about me?!? Or if something happened to me, would they stick by me or just move on with their life?!? It really makes me think. haaAaaay, enough for that na nga nagdadrama na ako eh, (hahahahahaha). sige bye nag guys may sql pa ako tomorrow eh!! mwah..

2005-11-06T22:43:00.000-08:00

hello blogging world!?!

Here I go again! So lazy making an entry, but I'm hyper. (hahahaha), no gimik for today, obviously, I stayed all day in this house, in front of the computer, just chatting with some people online, talking nonsense, surf for anything interesting, and completely... listen to music! o0oppss, by the way thankz to patty nga pala sa pagbigay ng photoshop brushes, tnx siz! lab yah!!

danneth, gee, mel, marj and bes-irish, passed this to me:

Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been Singled Out.

1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
hmmm, ano nga ba?! (hahahaha)

2. What animal would you be?
a parrot, (friendly kasi tsktsk)

3. Something you want to do in your life:
magpayaman... (hahahahah :p)

4. One time there were these Ninjas...(finish the statement.)
and they were fighting, nang dahil lng sa'akin! (hahaha, oh diba ang taray ping-aagawan ako lol :p)

5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
six, eight, twelve. (by: Brian McKnight)

6. Coke or Pepsi?
coke sakto?!? (hahahaha)

7. Something you currently desire:
hmmm... new phone!?!

8. What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary.)
i have no idea...(hahahaha)

9. One good deed you've done lately:
I went to church (ang bait no? hahaha)

10. A funny Moment in your life:
uhm, madami eh (hahahaha)

I'll be passing this to: kym, patty, lea, ceejoy, and chiaka

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTIEE ANNE!!

2005-11-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

may kina-a-a-saran ako (aAargh)

There are so many things that have been happening in mah life. They're all somewhat interesting but I'm just too lazy to write. (hahahahaha)

Thanks for all the people who had leaved me messages in mah chatterbox and comments. Just wanted to let you all know that those are very much appreciated. I love yah all guys!! mwah!!

2005-11-04T23:54:00.000-08:00

coldiee, coldiee day (hahahaha)

I'm kinda lazy to go online today, but since I got nothing to do here, so I decided to blog some stuff just to make myself busy (hahahahahaha), okay, when I woke up, it was so0o cold everywhere even in the bathroom, the aircon's temperature was I don't know, but heavens, it was so cold maybe it was five or watt?!?, (hehehe), so I went downstairs and saw mah mom and dad eating already so I joined them, I ate mah breakfast quickly (hehehe, diet), after that ayun computer agad (hahahahahaha, adik), I had a text from jhenn, and she was asking if I was free for tday, so0o that we could go out, but i choose to stay at home na lang, co'z I'm not feeling well right now, and i don't like the weather today. Ummhmm, I chatted to mah bes-irish awhile ago, ayun were talking about kulugo, nyaks, gnda ng topic namin no?!?, weird, weird, weird (hahahahaha), tapos chikahan lang kami, blah, blah, blah's (tsktsk, kulits).

HaaAaaay, I still don't get enough sleep last night (because, of mah headache, oh mah gawd, it's really hurt, you know, aAargh)

2005-11-03T21:44:00.000-08:00

badtrip, badtrip, badtrip

I seriously hate mah smart sim! It hasn't been receiving the text messages sent to me, messages sent to me at 3:30 pm yesterday arrived at 6:00 pm! Oh mah gawd, imagine that! Good thing that there wasn't any emergency or something important yesterday (kainis na tlga), mah globe sim is also0oo malfunctioning, the first time ever, (duh, malas talaga), I was having difficulty in sending text messages and even calling people, I was getting a message sending failed or a network busy thing! Damn! That never happened before... (waAaaah naka-ka-badtrip talaga! grRrr! kainis)

2005-11-02T23:43:00.000-08:00

i hate mah computer

So yeah, I'm so0o lost that I don't even know where to start again! Damn! Been wanting to blooo0og for like hours already but mah freaking "computer" keeps on freezing! Duh! I'm losing mah patience now, I bet in like two minutes it will freeze again, grRr... been typing the same sh*t over and over again, now I just lost all mah thoughts. Hate it when that happens! This computer is just pissing me off!

2005-11-01T22:52:00.000-08:00

things I believe

I believe in god, god has his own reasons for giving us challenges; he knows we can handle them, only god can judge me.

Things happen for a reason, worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it does not get you anywhere, laughter is something everyone will always need. Though times don't last though people do. You will never be happy if you care what others think. Even enemies give respect. People will always talk about you, might as well give them something to talk about.

A guy loves girls so that they get laid, Girls get laid to get love. Guys party with the wild girls, but they marry the librarians... =P, You have to: love yourself before you can love someone else, It's better to lose your pride because of love; than to lose the one you love because of your pride. There's always that someone who can make your life worth living and can make you smile no matter what!

Teen love is true and more real than the adult love. Never in time you feel such emotions so strong. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again. There's no guy worth a girls tears, the only guy worth her tears is the one who knows he could make her cry, but never would. Love may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. Love is the greatest and worst feeling....

I don't believe in never ending love, everything is bound to end somehow. (tama ako di ba?!? wala lang sharing lang po!!)

2005-10-31T21:19:00.000-08:00

happee halloween

Sigh!! mah connection is having some problem! its so0o hard for me to go on net!!! eeeEesshh, especially friendster! sometimes, it makes me so0o pissed, like I need to take such a long time sign in, I do not know kung iyong connection ang may problem or iyong mismong site(grRrr, kainis).

Okay, let me just tell yah what happened the whole day! I woke up at around 6:30am, took a bath, ate breakfast, then went straight to the computer (hahahaha, addict), after lunch we (mom, dad, tita inday, noriz, kaycee, jhude, and I) went to gateway wala lang shopping lang ulits (hahahahaha), after that pumunta na kami sa cemetery, (visit namin si lolo), stayed lang kami sandali dun, then we got home at around 3:00, then wala na akong ginawa kundi manood ng manood ng tv (hahahahahaha)

Last night, gawd, mah body was aching for the bed (hahahaha), then, there were people still calling on mah cellphone even if I was already asleep grRrr!! Honestly, I was pissed, come on, its 2:00 or was it 3:00am and youre still calling me?!? Darn! And it was because I didnt reply to a message which was left unread for I was already sleeping! (arghhHhh! kainis! hahahaha)

HaaAaaay, Im missing someone so0o badly, (grabeh), sana minsan you can just snap your finger and, be with the person you wanna be with no?!?

I got nothing else to type, coz Im not really in the mood to type a lo0ong and detailed entry as I would always do, Im too lazy (hahahaha)

2005-10-30T22:19:00.000-08:00

p!nk is mah color, let it shine on me!!

Its me again, well of course this is mah page, if you don't like it then get out! (hahahahaha), no haters allowed tho, just wanna blog in for the sake of blogging in.

Okay, today was a cold day, (sarap matulog, tsktsk), nothing really happened, as in absolutely zero things to do, just stayed at home the whole day, waAaaah, boring!!, haaAaaay, mah head is so0o blank right now, well anyway, I got up at around 6:20 in the morning, just take a bath and then eat mah breakfast, i ate oatmeal, before I was eating endless slices of bread with some liver spread and butter, which tastes awesome!! (hahahaha), after I eat mah breakfast, I'll sit for a while and watch tv, (I watched some music videos), its really really cool, then went online, good news, may new friend ako si patty (hehehe), shes makulits and really nice naman (tsktsk), thanks patty!!!

Hmmm, last night I slept at around 2:00 o clock in the morning, o0oh no, mah eyeebaags are getting heavier each day... nah?! (may insomnia na yata ako huh, hahahahaha), oopps, by the way thanks po pala sa mga nag-tag and nag-comment, love you all guys, well, that's enough said, i can't say no more (hahahahaha), bye guyz!!! see yah tomorrow.. lol!!!

2005-10-29T17:07:00.000-07:00

... new bloggy woggy ...

Whuzho0o new diary!!! (again?! hahaha), o0oh yeah... new bloggy woggy (tsktsk), wala lang, wala kasi magawa eh kaya hayaan sa website ko binubunton lahat (hahahaha, hindi pa po sya tapos)

Okay, let me change the topic... uhmmm, namiss ko to huh, (as in.. chubra hahahaha), and i'm sure namiss nyo din ako mga mahal kong kaibigan (hahahaha, kafal noh?!? lol :p), oo nga pala gusto ko pala magpasalamat kay bes-irish sa pagtulong sa paggawa ng bloggy ko, at sa lahat ng mga friends ko sa pagbigay ninyo ng hugs & care sa old bloggy ko noon time na may sakit ako, natouch ako sa inyo huh (hahahaha, dramaness*), hindi ko na siguro lalagay pa kung sino sino kayo, basta sa inyong lahat MARAMING SALAMAT PO!! love you all guys!!! mwah!!